tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-823549861851853736.post6585301147927614608..comments2023-08-05T07:19:13.900-07:00Comments on Missing Maxie: GhostsAbby Levisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15748394086960661826noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-823549861851853736.post-49172126211499701692013-05-30T14:13:08.375-07:002013-05-30T14:13:08.375-07:00You do such an amazing job of describing your expe...You do such an amazing job of describing your experience, Abs. I hear you and it all makes sense...Jessica pretty much summed it up, but I will say that I'm so sorry that Maxie isn't here with us and I also think of him every single day and will continue to do so. Lots of love to all of you.Tamarhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00613378538673671626noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-823549861851853736.post-17192626651877460872013-05-30T12:04:07.791-07:002013-05-30T12:04:07.791-07:00oh wow. I totally get this ghosts post. Although I...oh wow. I totally get this ghosts post. Although I find that as time goes on some of the ghosts are friendly. <br /><br />The hospital and city where Eva spent most of her sickness is 5 hours away from our town but whenever I am there I feel closer to her. Maybe it's because I don't have to deal with it all the time but I find a certain bittersweet joy in being in some of those places where our Eva was. Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-823549861851853736.post-70874342709552771422013-05-30T10:45:34.312-07:002013-05-30T10:45:34.312-07:00Oh Abs, I'm so sorry that you live in this wor...Oh Abs, I'm so sorry that you live in this world of ghosts. I am so very sorry that you guys are surrounded all the time by the ghosts and awful memories. I am sorry that people ignore you and act like losing Maxie is no big deal and that it shouldn't be because "at least" you have Mo. It is a big deal. It's the biggest deal that there is. Mo is such an amazing boy and such a blessing but his being here does not mean that Maxie wasn't - it doesn't make Maxie dying better. Losing Maxie is the absolute worst thing that could have happened to you and Teddy. I am so sorry. I'm sorry that Maxie is gone, I'm sorry that you guys have to survive the worst pain in the world, I'm sorry that you have to live among the ghosts and relive the horrible reality of losing your son every time you go to a store or a restaurant or on a walk. More than anything, I am sorry that beautiful, sweet Maxie is not here with his family. It is heart breaking and so incredibly unfair. I have thought of your boy every day for the last year and 10 months and I will think of him every day for the rest of my life. He is remembered and he is loved. I love all 4 of you very, very much. xoxojessicanoreply@blogger.com