tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-823549861851853736.post934903107608914804..comments2023-08-05T07:19:13.900-07:00Comments on Missing Maxie: 40Abby Levisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15748394086960661826noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-823549861851853736.post-56799413969283073032012-10-06T19:02:22.786-07:002012-10-06T19:02:22.786-07:00I might be first to the big 4-0. Hard to believe....I might be first to the big 4-0. Hard to believe. Would love to see Team Leviss at my party - Mo is welcome. But if not, whatever. I'm just happy you're still here. Love you guys. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06089443047660678335noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-823549861851853736.post-72346314380929421832012-10-06T11:07:48.958-07:002012-10-06T11:07:48.958-07:00The thing about grief is that you cannot push it a...The thing about grief is that you cannot push it any faster. As vicious and awful and utterly agonizing as it is, all you can do is wade through it. Everyone thinks they know that one thing to say to make it better. Maybe they just hope they do. It is hard to watch the ones you love suffer and feel so helpless. It is hard to know that while your life moves forward theirs does not. It is all so unbelievably unfair. But this turning 40 thing, this having fun? It will happen. When you least expect it, it will happen. A first you will feel guilty. It will feel so wrong. It will feel like somehow you are being disrespectful to your darling boy who was cheated out of so much. But slowly you will find your way. You will because you have the best possible guide. Maxie is leading you there.<br /><br />I am so sorry.melindac40noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-823549861851853736.post-63858834542431704342012-10-06T10:52:59.565-07:002012-10-06T10:52:59.565-07:00You go out and have yourself some fun! We haven...You go out and have yourself some fun! We haven't been out, other than to the occasional concert (and at our concerts, we're usually the youngest people there) and the movies in more than 3 years. it is VERY hard to relax when we're gone but it gets a little easier each time.Rebecca Patrick-Howardhttp://www.lifeaftersids.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.com