But there is nowhere to go because most of the noise is in my head and the place I envision isn't even on earth. I sometimes think I can get there through meditation, but being alone with myself usually makes the thoughts louder. Then I think what I really need is distraction, but there is no distraction and inevitably I come back to myself.
I'm tired- and I'm ready for something mind blowingly GOOD! Good like Max! Good like Mo. I am tired of feeling sorry for myself. Tired of all of this noise.
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Sounds like you need a little bit of happy. That's good. I think it comes when we are open to it. You are doing so well - nothing like the early days... Don't worry - it will come x
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