I don't really want to tell you

Today is one of those days that I wish I'd gone through with my "sporadic" post.  I don't really want to tell you how sick I feel, or how sad I am, or how much taking Jake to radiation every day is killing me (and how lethargic and sick he now seems), or how much I miss my beautiful son Max.  I really don't want to tell you how worried I am that things will never get better...that I will be stuck like this for the rest of my life.  I don't really want to tell you at all.

But I guess I just did.


Egreeno said...

I'm so sorry! I know everyday is hard but the added weight of Jake being sick has got to be making everything harder still. Sending you all my love!!

Leslie K. said...


So, so sorry about Jake. That is so heartbreaking, and on top of everything else you are contending with... I hope the radiation does what it's supposed to do so Jake can go on to lead a happy and healthy doodle life. Love you.