Grandma's photo shoot

My mom called herself the "official Maxie photographer" and always took beautiful pictures of him when she was babysitting.  She often bought him new cute outfits for his visits as well.  Several months ago, we picked up Maxie looking quite dapper in his new shirt and tie from Grandma.

The weekend before Max's incident, my mom babysat and was taking Maxie to a cocktail party.  She specifically requested that Max come with his tie but I knew I hadn't seen it since we picked him up the day of this photo shoot.  I tore the house apart looking for it and couldn't find it anywhere.  So, Max went to the party without the tie.  I know my mom was disappointed.  I still don't know where the tie is or when I am going to come across it.  Feel like it might take my breath away.  I am lost without this boy.  Every minute without him takes my breath away.  He would be 11 months yesterday and I know he would be even BETTER (if that's possible) than he was 6 weeks ago.  My little angel....my Maxie Moo.  I miss you with every fiber of my being.